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trying to organize my thoughts
Have not been writing much for about a year but in the last month I have been writing a lot more most though is about the loss of My father and his wife in April and that of a good friend of my kids in Iraq in July. My Dad was 85 and was killed in a car wreck while he was still able to take care of himself and help others . I miss him yet accept that he did not ever want to be Dependant on others. The other death while has hit us much harder in a way even though he was not a relative He was 21 a complex, kind ,man with a beautiful smile and a great sense of humor many people will miss him even though there was in a way a sense of destiny and mission about his death.
Anyway I'm not getting much one I've been writing in lately is the one on my space http://www.myspace.com/solarraven which has proven to be a fairly good way to keep in touch with friends and relatives during these challenging times
I'm also beginning to organize my notes on and write about death from a practical metaphysical standpoint
What a year
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I have not posted here for just over a year I have other blogs but none of them have gotten much attention lately either . Guess I've had writers block. We finished up 2006 with visits from several relatives and a very festive holiday season. Our Eclectic Holiday season runs from Halloween through the New years. We celebrate Everything! The 2006 season was the first for several years where we were not having major health or financial issues so we really enjoyed ourselves.
2007 has been a freight train. I've been at a dead run or almost comatose or in the throes of intense emotion all year. On New Years Day we found out that my husbands mother had had a stroke and he flew out to Iowa . One Daughter broke up with her affiance' and the other had to deal with a creep, One next door neighbor got mad at us and tries to kick in our door because we would not lend him money. Then at the end of April My father and his wife Becky were killed in a car wreck, my blood pressure went up so high that I started having nose bleeds etc so the Doctors would not let me go to the services in Oregon and Some of the Blood pressure Medicines gave me severe side effects one really did have me almost comatose, sleeping 16 hours a day and another had me beyond depressed but those have been dropped and My bp is under control. My Brother is handling the Estates and trying to deal with nearly 60 years of accumulated stuff from two households because when Dad married Becky they just combined all their stuff. Our young cat Mitz died suddenly just after his first birthday of cardiovascular Miyopathy. Some other stuff also occurred that I won't go into here. Then On July 24th a good friend of my Girls was killed in Iraq, so the time between then and now has been filled with mourning and memories . We have attended the rituals and grieve over the loss of a fine young man. I also had a teeny little 'something" on my mammogram but so far all is good re that. What the rest of the year will bring is unknown.
halloween approaches
Halloween is the big day for my kids even though they are now all officially adults. They will be decorating with a vengance over the next two days I follow a loud and public Holloween/ Day of the Dead with a much quieter memorial ritual after the crowds have departed . My youngest daughter bought every wing set they had and several costumes at the Party store. I think ultimately she will cover her ceiling with the wingsets. I look a lot like a cartoon witch these days without any make up at all and now must be extra careful not to frighten the youngest trick or treaters
Crystal clear
I've been doing crystal healing and energy work for over a decade and took a little magical crystal onlise course for fun recently I got a lot of crystal grid sets and pouches as a present for my birthday which I am only now exploring These are pre made sets for specific purposes some are what I'd select some are completely different for a given purpose than I'd have thought of . Some sets are for purposes that had not occured to me. Aboove I've put a tumbled rutilated quartz I call Goldilocks
fine whine
I love to write yet somehow this blog has never gotten much attention from me . I'm Gemini, I'm overbooked every so often someone says when you gonna finish the energy work tool box, the second set of huna Empowermrnts, the new gradient set , the article on dreams ,the crystal healing workbook more about chakra, tarot , Do more painting
I dunno I'm doing a lot of stuff and today my youngest child turned eighteen Wow I have raised three girls to technical adulthood and they are all OK cool! I even had my grandaughter visit for a couple weeks .
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